What would make your day?
Would it be breakfast in bed?
Or a surprise dinner invitation?
Maybe a day at a theme park?
How about a touch from the One who holds your life in His hands?
We received exactly that this morning via a call from a cardiologist.
Dr. Lockhart explained that he'd been able to find a computer that would read the CD of Curt's angiogram provided by his Czech colleagues. There was a lot of medical-ese that I wasn't able to catch as I heard the overflow from the report he gave my Honey over the phone. The upshot is that it appears the heart is not in as bad a shape as he suspected from the written description.
If I heard correctly, the blockages are further along the branching arteries which means they are not so dire. There's a possibility that instead of bypass surgery Curt can be treated with other therapies followed by the placement of another stent or two. This process would be followed by a cardiac stress test to confirm that improvement has been attained.
Dr. Lockhart cautioned us that he will need to review the images and his thoughts with a colleague. Curt is still on track for a 10 December return appointment with him. Our plans are still in place to research various options to meet the financial demands of whatever steps are determined we need to follow.
So once again a roller coaster dive that threatens to take our breath away hasn't crashed us into oblivion.
I seem to hear the click, click, click of the towing mechanism that I hope (that's biblical hope, the kind that sustains) will take us up another incline.
I relax my grip and watch color return to my knuckles. I breathe easily for the first time in a while.
What's it all about . . . this life?
Am I just an unwilling passenger on a thrill-filled ride set up for the amusement of its whim-driven designer?
The words of Apostle Paul echo in my mind, "Mey genoito."
(May it never be.)
The Father has a plan that He set in place before He laid the foundations of the world. 1 Peter 1:20
His perfect plan includes those He creates and calls to Himself.
By the Father's gracious provision Christ paid the ransom for my soul, redeeming my life from the wrath I deserve and granting me eternal life.
The LORD is a refuge as He cares for those who trust in Him. Nahum 1:7
By His loving arrangement Pastor Hobi shared from Psalm 61 at prayer meeting last night. He called it "A prayer for the times we are overwhelmed" and outlined the prayer, promise, purpose of, and protection for those who are overwhelmed. It was a most fitting ministry to my soul last night and again today.
Dear Father, please cause Your Spirit to quicken my mind and heart to the messages You have for me through these trials and struggles. As You seem to be blunting the worst of the circumstances I ask that You keep me from ignoring the hand that has brought us this far. Prevent me from returning to the beginning of this particular portion of the pathway You have set for my feet. I want to remain where I can sense the shelter of Your wings. Amen
For the director of music.
With stringed instruments.
Hear my cry, O God;
listen to my prayer.
From the ends of the earth I call to you.
I call as my heart grows faint;
lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
For you have been my refuge,
a strong tower against the foe.
I long to dwell in your tent forever
and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. Selah
For you have heard my vows, O God;
you have given me the heritage of those who fear your name.
In crease the days of the king's life,
his years for many generations.
May he be enthroned in God's presence forever;
appoint your love and faithfulness to protect him
Then will I ever sing praise to your name
and fulfill my vows day after day.
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